yesterday i logged in to my old account, wrote a journal...blubb...after all that ugly things. some very nice people gave me comfort...and so on. then the wonder happened: i got a "sorry" from the persons who tried to hurt me...i won't say everything is fine now again and so on, but i'll be on my old account more often again from now on. i don't promise i will not leave again to come back again ... just keep on watching here ... i don't know how i feel about coming back a second time after the fights and after all the hate ... lets see what happens ... we all made big failures, destroyed friendships and so on ... but i hope we learned and can live in peace from now on! i wished some things wouldn't have happened ...